This summer I have been too busy to write about or research depression because my other (bat rescue) thing has completely taken over. My normal keep-well routine has been completely disrupted, viz exercise, sleep, omega 3 supplements, social activities. I’ve lost a stone in weight from not having time to cook. In the middle of all this a close friend died unexpectedly, leaving me shocked and grieving.
Here’s the strange thing though: I haven’t feltÂ depressed. It’s only now, when it’s all quietening down, that I am noticing dark thoughts cloudingÂ my mind, and energy and enthusiasm drainingÂ away.
A friend who also suffers from depression recently told me that she feels better when she is busy and doesn’t have time to think. In the past I would have associated suchÂ busy-ness with pressure and stress: both to be avoided as far as possible. It’s what precipitated my breakdown 5 years ago, and what I have tried so hard to eliminate from my life ever since. But perhaps pressure is OK – healthy even – when you are doing something you love.
Research on meaningful activity
The research literature talks about a connection between mental health and meaningful activity. WhatÂ you do, and the meaning it has for you, is important for well-being.
our daily occupations are imbued with personal meanings that contribute to the perception of purpose and meaning in our lives, ultimately influencing our health and well-being (Yerxa et al., 1989)
Researchers have developed tools for measuring meaningfulness, such as theÂ Engagement in Meaningful Activities Survey (EMAS, Goldberg et al. 2002), which reflects the extent to which people believe theirÂ activities:Â fitÂ with their value system and needs; demonstrate their competence; and are valued in theirÂ social or cultural group. Â Studies have found, broadly, that the higher the score on the EMAS scale, the betterÂ theÂ depression, and vice versa. EMAS talks about daily activities,Â and not about duration – so it’s the meaningfulness that is important here, rather than how busy you are.
Here’s the EMAS tool . Each criterion is preceded byÂ Â “The activities I doâ€¦”
- help me take care of myself (e.g., keep clean, budget my money)
- reflect the kind of person I am
- express my creativity
- help me achieve something which gives me a sense of accomplishment
- contribute to my feeling competent
- are valued by other people
- help other people
- give me pleasure
- give me a feeling of control
- help me express my personal values
- give me a sense of satisfaction
- have just the right amount of challenge
ScoreÂ 1-Never, 2-Rarely, 3-Sometimes, 4-Usually and 5-Always
To apply this, oneÂ couldÂ devise an activity or range of activities that would score maximum points – and then do it daily. I am going to add thisÂ to myÂ list of experiments.
Research on being busy
So meaningful activity is helpful for depression, butÂ that’s not the same as being busy.Â We looked at rumination – mulling things over and over – in a previous post. Rumination isÂ strongly linked to depression and is best avoided if at all possible, usually by deploying positive distractions. Â Steve Ilardi, in his Six Step Programme to Beat Depression, has anti-ruminatory activity as one of the steps andÂ talks about the need to find distracting things to do. He also suggests that, along with watching movies and playing video games (or whatever works as a distraction), Â you may as well include activities that are inherently anti-depressive such as exercise and engaging with friends. Or doing meaningful stuff.
People typically ruminate – and feel the worst – when they have nothing else to occupy their attention. Steve Ilardi
Keeping busy with positively distracting activities will stop rumination (and rumination makes us feel bad). And if those activities are also meaningful to us, we will actually feel better.
Finding the busy sweet spot
I have learnt this summer that, against all expectation, a hugeÂ amount ofÂ disruption (for me, anyway), pressure, and physical and emotional upheaval, didÂ not make me ill. I don’t know that I could have continued much longer at the same intensity though. Feeding baby bats every 3 hours round the clock isÂ tough; thankfully they grew out of it…
There must come a point when being busy all the timeÂ is not healthy. Mustn’t there? Perhaps it’s when the meaningfulness starts to slip – for example when the activities are such that you you don’t have time to care for yourself properly (as per criterion 1, above), or when you no longer feel in control (criterion 9). Â The important thing is to be aware of what is happening, and to take steps if possible to get back on the meaningful track.
Doing work you love
Since manyÂ of us have to spend a lot of our time earning money, the perfect set-up would be to do work that is distracting and meaningful. Â Not necessarily easy to achieve, but worth striving for.
This post is dedicated to Scott Dinsmore, a perfect-toothed, ever-smiling, overwhelmingly-enthusiasticÂ American I’ve never met whose stuff about changing the world through ‘finding and doing work you love’ inspired me to start this websiteÂ and pursue making a living fromÂ learning about depression. He died last week in a climbing accident in the middle of a once-in-a-lifetime year-long trip around the world with his wife. Living his legend.
References and further reading
Goldberg B, Brintnell ES, Goldberg J (2002) Â The relationship between engagement in meaningful activities and quality of life in persons disabled by mental illnessÂ Occupational Therapy in Mental Health. 18(2):17â€“44
Steve Ilardi (2009) The depression cure: the six step programme to beat depression without drugs
Yerxa EJ et al. (1989). An introduction toÂ occupational science: a foundation for occupational therapy in the 21st century. OccupationalÂ Therapy in Health Care, 6(1), 1-17.
Scott Dinsmore’s TED talk on doing work you love